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Insomnia thoughts


What to talk about? … for some reason, I never really know what to write on my blog. I open the app to write a post but most the time I just stare at the bright screen not sure of the words that I should put. Knowing that everything I write and publish in here is read not only by family and friends but strangers too.
What if I offend someone? Or if something I say is understood wrong? Or my Faith gets questioned because I don’t explain something right? Or worse, I say something wrong and gives people the wrong idea not just of me and my family but of God as well? Am I sharing too much of my life? Should I pretend everything seems to be rainbows in my life just so it doesn’t seem like I’m complaining about it? Even though I know I’m truly blessed.

How does anyone ever really know what to say?

There have been so many topics I’ve wanted to tall about but haven’t for fear of being misunderstood.
I am a young mind after all what do I know? Right?
Why cause the drama?
Its probably just a single small voice in the minority group against the mighty voice of the majority group, right?
What difference will it make?


But think about this… if I don’t speak up, who will? If the minority started to get quieter voice by voice there won’t be anyone to stand up against the majority, no one to try and stand up for what they think is right. And that, my dear friend, will be a sad day.

Why should I be afraid when they aren’t? They won’t even bat an eye to speak their minds, we shouldn’t either. But so many of us do….. why?

Why do we continue to let them tell us how to live? What to except or not except?
America has become a very sad country to live in.
We mourn over the 50 people killed in a shoot out yet hardly ever give a second thought to the millions of babies murdered through abortion every day.
We will imprison someone for buying or selling marihuana but we let rapists and pedophiles go free.
We support people who lie and cheat to be our leaders.
We give perverts free passes into opposite gender bathrooms just so gays know they are welcomed into either one.
We give rich raises while our own military struggle to make ends meet and still have to take a pay cut.
We want to bring in refugees while our own people struggle and are homeless on the streets.
We want to pay the person flipping the burger more than the one who saves your life.
We encourage sex, yet when a teenager gets pregnant we wonder why.
We are told to welcome other people and religions openly but ban the bible and prayer because it offends one person.
We blame objects or victims  for a crime instead of the criminal themself.
We ban natural things and are told to encourage chemicals in our food.
We protect animals and criminals more than we protect our own born  and unborn children.
We forsake God in everything we do, even though he used to be the cornerstone of our lives,  Country.
We throw prayer and bible out of schools but give it in prisons to try and help the men and women there.

Why America?
Why did we let this happen? Because we are stupid idiots that’s why! We ignore God and everything goes south from there.
Its sad.

Forgive them, for they know not what they do.

They follow blindly, like sheep to the slaughter.

I always pray for our country, but I fear we have reached a day where it is too far gone. Now I pray for us as individuals, that it won’t be too late for some of us to wake up and realize what a mess we have become. That we can try to fix what we can, starting with our own hearts.


“For the Love of God”


Okay so I did a random search of my name and found an article from back when I was like 7 and living in Portland OR. If you click on the picture it should take you to the article on Google News.

7 year old me shouting bible verses from Leviticus holding my bible with an Anti-Gay group preaching at a High School in Newburg, OR

7 year old me shouting bible verses from Leviticus holding my bible with an Anti-Gay group preaching at a High School in Newburg, OR

I remember that day too…Don’t remember all of it but I do remember part of it. Everyone hated that we were there to preach against Homosexuality. But hey it’s all worth it if we got even a little bit of the Gospel out to them! 🙂


Just say’n but they definitely did not get the best pic of me that’s for sure 😛




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Marriage Isn’t For You


“And the two shall become one flesh.”


Even from the beginning God made it that when you get married that, it’s no longer suppose to be just two separate hearts anymore, but one.

Ephesians 5

28 So ought men to love their wives as their own bodies. He that loves his wife loves himself.


29 For no man ever yet hated his own flesh; but nourishes and cherishes it, even as the Lord the church:


Same goes for us Wives, we need to love our husbands as ourselves.

Seth Adam Smith

Having been married only a year and a half, I’ve recently come to the conclusion that marriage isn’t for me.

Now before you start making assumptions, keep reading.

I met my wife in high school when we were 15 years old. We were friends for ten years until…until we decided no longer wanted to be just friends. 🙂 I strongly recommend that best friends fall in love. Good times will be had by all.

Nevertheless, falling in love with my best friend did not prevent me from having certain fears and anxieties about getting married. The nearer Kim and I approached the decision to marry, the more I was filled with a paralyzing fear. Was I ready? Was I making the right choice? Was Kim the right person to marry? Would she make me happy?

Then, one fateful night, I shared these thoughts and concerns with my dad.

Perhaps each…

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Daily Prompt: My Number One


“Who is the most important person in your life? Describe that person in as great a detail as you can muster and most importantly, tell us why you cherish this person.”

As far as who’s #1 in my Life, its my Heavenly Father, Yahweh/Yahshua! I’ve learned that when I start putting him second in my life everything seems to start to go a little crazy, or I start stressing and worrying about things that I really don’t need to be worrying about, because I know that He’s got it all under control and He’ll never give me more then I can handle. Yahweh sent his son Yahshua to die on a cross for me, so that I can live and can spend Eternal life with Him if I choose to Repent from my sins and follow Him in His ways. He made the Heavens and the Earth, and everything around us (that isn’t man-made), we are created in His image. And in His Bible He warns us what could happen if we don’t listen to Him; honestly I’d be dumb if I didn’t turn my life over to Him and follow Him. He’s done so much for me, He’s given me a wonderful Family, Husband, Son, Friends, a roof over my head, food to eat, water to drink, and He let me wake u alive and breathing this morning.  😀


  Now as for who’s the most important ‘Person’ in my Life, that’d be my husband. 😀 Not only is he my husband but he’s my Best BEST friend, Lover, Partner in …well not really crime but we do get a little mischievous sometimes, he’s gotten me through some hard times and some fun times. We’ve had some ups and downs but we’ve always been able to get through it, whatever it is.  To be honest there’s just no words that I can use to describe how much he means to me, I mean just thought of maybe someday losing him makes my heart hurt. He’s my better half, the one who completes me. ❤ I honestly don’t know where I’d be today if I hadn’t met and married him; I am just so blessed to have him in my life, I’m honored and lucky to be his wife. 🙂 No matter where Yahweh takes us in life he’ll always be one of the most important part of/person in my life. I’ll always Cherish him. ❤ 


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